How to change the world?

Tonight's Sunset

Starting to awaken to the idea I cause most of my own issues from not knowing myself well enough. I do not stand up enough for myself, usually leaving me a mark to be a foot stool. It is nice to feel alive again and not think your future was straight up garbage. Something more then staying alive to give your kid the best life you can and then go fuck off and die? Am I the only one that would think that? say it? Everything in me is screaming to delete that, but I need to be a better version of me and change is needed for long term success. I choose a different me, a brighter future. A new love, a fresh start, I chose me.