Honest Moments We All Once Come Across

After a dark day in the Nile of my river

I seek my penitence to the messiah I love

Running out of fingers I count my daily sins

To seek my refuge I pray to the heavens with tears

I ask, ponder, and wonder why I still do these sins I don't want to do

Fleshly desire may be stronger than my will

Still never enough is never enough at all

I pray to god above I seek your love

And want to be your child once again

I ask you to be part of my life, again

I'm dirty dead and near depression

I've walked a trail that'll lead me into a knife of a serpent

I'm tired, I stink and need guidance

Prone to the life I know, shove me, push me

Beat this hell out of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!